Yes, I can’t see but I believe

Yes, I can’t see G-d but I still believe. Why would I believe if I can not see or touch, because with the worlds standard if you can not see it or find it it not real. Well I know G-d is real because of personal experience. Most people do not survive being hit by a car and flying up and out 20 ft both ways. I know G-d is real because I have had other accidents where I should be seriously hurt and walked away with out a scratch and I was sober so I can’t blame it on being drunk.

We can not see the wind, but we can say it destruction or when it moves the trees gently in one direction or the other. We can feel the wind but we can not see it. Just because we can not see G-d doesn’t make him not real, it just makes him like the wind, He simple can not be seen through our eyes.  We can hear the wind too, so we know it there. Can we hear G-d yes maybe not audibly but we can hear him with our hearts or soul. I can’t say I have ever heard G-d audibly but I have heard him.

I will admit that growing up things where not great, I was often told there is no such thing as G-d, but I had an experience at a young age and I call it my G-d experience. Am I crazy, No I just know what I believe and I know what happened when I was a young child. I always knew G-d was there, no matter what happened I know I was His Child.  My mom and dad where divorce when I was to young to remember that time. My mom quickly found herself into a bad relationship. The guy did not believe in G-d and after he finally dead, mom found someone 10 times worst then my guardian who was the first guy.

When I was about 5 yrs old, I ran to him and my mom and told them do not leave. I do not remember where they where going, but I remember telling them if they lift a double buss would hit them sure enough that buss did hit them. This was not a easy gift to grow up with and I stuffed it for many years, and still sometimes do. I learned to stuff it because when I would tell them about things I get like that and they’d asked me, who told you this after it happened. I always responded with it was G-d and always was told ” There no such thing as G-d.” Well I got the knowledge from somewhere and it wasn’t from anything else. This didn’t happen a lot and I wouldn’t call it my main gift, I’d call it more of a inconveniences some days.  I learned at a young age do not speak out of anger and wish something bad on someone.

I know there is power in the name! How I know is to personal to share on a blog page. I have had my faith for along time even with people telling me there no such thing as G-d. When I have prayed often times my prayers get answered and it is nothing I done. This week I had a gas leak after fixing the problem, it was leaking fast enough to where I drove 5 miles and used up more then a half tank of gas. I called my Mechanic who just did the job for me. He told me bring it in for warranty. I told him, I am not sure I can get it back to you. He is just under 30 miles form me. He is a believe and he said we will have to pray for the miracle of light for your gas, I told him yes he Prayed over the sistuation.

While I was driving to work, I was praying over the gas sistuation and lost more gas, I had to stop and fill up on my way back. I filled up the tank with 20 bucks thinking that would get me a good portion  of the way there, and if needed I could stop again. I started praying because I know I serious did not have the money to put in more gas in my van. Didn’t have the 20 bucks neither but had to do what needed to be done. Well I got to my mechanic not even dropping down the first line. What a blessing! On my way home from work today is when I drop down one line. I was happy about that because it mains my gas was stretch out and I know it had to be the L-rd listening to my prayer and being merciful to me.

Now I am not saying life is easy, or I have no struggles because believe me I have my shares of problems.