Harder to trust G-d when things are not

Tomorrow will be my last day at the church I have been working at for over a month. It is so easy to trust G-d when things are going right, and things look positive but it a little harder to trust Him, when there not. It harder to trust Him when a job coming to a end and not sure where the next job will be. It is so easy to look at bills and goals of college and wonder how am I going to be able to do this, I can’t give money to people if I not earning it.
My husband has a saying you can’t get blood from a turnip, it true. He got it from this mom. It easier to look at what we do not have then the things G-d has done in the past for us. I know G-d has often helped me or sent people my way but I still find my self worried and wondering where I will be next. Will I be able to get a job in time for a couple of bills that are monthly and will I ever get to a point of paying off my short full for college when I had to take time off, so I can start attending classes again.
My experience at my assignment has been for the most very good. I have learned a lot of things which I can use in other assignments. I have learned a new computer program that I have never used. I have learned how to do graphic files, and I have learned how to make those files into slides which can not be changed. I have learned a lot. I know I can take the knowledge I have gained to the next company I work for.
Today I had a interview for a Master program in College, I am at the point in my degree I need to start finding school. I am hoping to get back into college within the next few months to complete my degree, and I found out some stuff while talking to my Academic adviser yesterday. I will say she was less then helpful at pointing me in the right direction. One of the task I have is to find 3 references for my program, and to write a essay about my strength, weakness and why I want to be in the program. I am not sure I can do that in less then 700 words I will have to figure it out.
Now I just have to find a stable job so I can go back to school and maybe Sea Pines rentals for a vacation.