Times of trail

Ever feel like you just want the faith trail to simply be over, like when is it enough. I know, I have been there many times. Right now my faith is being tested. I have been praying for a better job for months and looking and nothing coming open. I have faced many trails in the past that where harder then this trail here. I see that everything we need is being pretty much provide but it is still hard to have faith that G-d will provide a way when there seems to be no way.
The other day I was sharing with a friend, about Prayer and how I can pray for other people and see the outcome and see it being answered but lately when it comes to me. I can’t see my prayers are even being heard. I know my prayer are being heard because when I pray for other people to get job, or for healing or what have you it seems they get the answer they want.
I was talking to a friend who told me G-d has the right job for you and it just hasn’t opened up. I asked him Yeah like what, I don’t see anything opening, I been looking, and I been interviewing and facing one rejection after the other for like 2 years and it seems like a miracle when I work a job for a month. Temping has started to take a toll on how I am feeling, it not that I think G-d lift me because I know he hasn’t. I think sometimes having faith is windows scripting, it takes a long time to get the end results. You have to work at it a long time and then you end up creating a wonderful program or something.
Maybe this jobless problem lately is so I can be around to help other people. Lately I haven’t been off line before 2am because I am sharing with people, or talking to them about things they need support with, so maybe this is where I should be and be content but at the same time I know I need to earn more money then just barely enough to meet 2 bills..