Slightly strange

Today has been a little strange when it comes to my electronics. Why am I putting it on my faith base blog, well I think it might belong here. I recently decided to get a Insignia which plays the radio, MP3, Videos and ect. Today I found out I won’t be needed for a while at my assignment, maybe they will want me back in a couple of weeks.
Today before this I was praying for my congregation, and praying for others needs in general. This job I can pray all I want and not get in to much trouble. Normally when I am praying people think I am zoning out, and just working like lil ms speedy. I was listening to my MP3 Player, I have mostly worship music on it right now, and I just felt a need to do a little praying and uplifting some burdens I knew about. In the Bible we are told to carry one and other burdens. The Aaronic blessing had just played before I was done praying. I have 46 songs total on there, well I got a call and put my player on pause. It was my company wanting to find out how things where going and they asked me a question so I went and talk to one of the supervisors there. I found out they didn’t need me after this week.
I went back to my work station and had the thought of just great, I pray and I work as hard as I can, but I can’t seem to stay working. I started asking G-d what is wrong with me, and why am I simply not flourishing very much. Let me assure you I was not praying out loud, it was silently. I couldn’t help but ask G-d why, did they pick someone else to stay there over me, who I do more work then. I basically was asking G-d why do I have a good work ethic and I do everything to the best of my ability. Started to ask what am I not learning that I need to be learning. I started to feel so discouraged, about everything, but I started thanking HIM for my mechanic friend who I will be working with part time with this week.
Well I was listening to the songs, and only another 4 songs went by during this time, which isn’t enough songs for my player to be back at the Aaronic Benediction. At first I was a little confused thinking well maybe another song sounds similar, nah that not right! Okay slightly strange but maybe it’s G-d trying to tell me something. Not sure what maybe It’s okay, or I heard you. Not sure what it was but after that I felt at peace about it more then before. I am not sure what would have caused my player to do that but okay I will just have to go with it. I am glad I got the little player it is nice being able to listen to uplifting music at work, the earphones remind me of some designer jewelry.