Am I really hearing

Tonight my husband was telling me what Rabbi spoke about on Saturday I only caught part of service because during the sermon I am doing worship with my little ones. I don’t mind, because I get a CD every week I do it so I get to hear the sermon. This week both Hubby and I forgot to grab a CD, he didn’t know I didn’t grab one. How could he on Saturday we are only together for the first part of service and then he down teaching his kids and we don’t see each other until lunch when we are with other people. I go up for Hebrew around 2pm and start class, so normally I just don’t think about grabbing the CD unless I see it out in the open.
Rabbi Spoke about doing what G-d has called you. Pretty much if your called to be a prophet then prophecy, if your called to be a teacher then teach. This is fairly easy concept to understand and get down or at least we would think so. I know for me sometimes when G-d places something on our hearts and starts having us step out in different giftings this can be freighting maybe a little unsettling on some giftings.
Sometimes we as people might feel like I just don’t want any one to know this or I would rather not have to go and tell this person something or what ever the case is. Sometimes it’s is this really G-d I am hearing. Yeah I been there a few times, of hearing the Voice of G-d and wondering if it truly was him or something that I just made up in my mind.
Hebrew 4:11 It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, 12to prepare God’s people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up 13until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.
G-d has given each of us giftings and talents, it is up to us to use them or to well hide them away, we know what happened in Matthew with the 3 who master gave some talents to. The first one got into some hot water for not using the talents and investing it, he buried it. This is easy to do, hiding our talents sometimes is very easy expecially in large church. G-d won’t force us to do something, he will encourage and make it rather clear what he wants but we still have free choice.
About a year ago I had a experience at Mc. Donald’s, it freaked me out a little bit. At first I rebuked myself and started praying asking that G-d would protect the person. What had happened is I was praying over my lunch and I had a vision of her getting up and falling. She was a older woman, after I was done praying I looked over at her. Okay she who I saw just know in my vision, so I started praying thinking it was maybe just my mind. Which is uncharacteristic for me to think evil on someone. She went to get up, and fall right on top of me.
My lunch ended up pretty much on the floor but none of it went off the tray, I guess that a blessing. I helped her up and asked her if she was okay. She started to share with me she had been falling a lot lately and wasn’t sure why. Now I felt strange because how do you handle something like this, you can tell a stranger something, but how would they respond to it. What do you say anyways, hey have you been falling a lot. I am not saying it easy trust me it’s not. I talked to her for a few minutes and encouraged her to see her doctor.
This week I went to work with my mechanic friend. We had a conversation unrelated to this but he said something. To me, when G-d shows something to someone they need to say something, they can’t just keep it quite. If you know I am about to be bite by a Scorpio stop me, don’t let it bit me if I am thinking I am playing with a kitten. I had kept my mouth shut about something that I felt the L-rd was wanting me to share but I didn’t want to share it because I didn’t want to speak ill of someone.
I apologize because I know realize I needed to say something to him. He wasn’t harmed but could have been.
If G-d gives us something and we sit by and we do nothing but sit in our
leather office chairs closing our eyes to those things, it’s not a good thing. I just think it funny that Rabbi, and my mechanic where pretty much talking to me about the same thing. Maybe I am very slow in getting it, or I just haven’t got it yet.