Oh no, not good

On Friday I was working for my friend. I went out to ask a question. I want to get my job right the first time, not have to redo my work later. I don’t like doing make work. While walking through his hard, I stepped in a whole and twisted my ankle. I didn’t think it was much more then a bad sprain and sometimes those hurt just like a break or worst. Sometimes it better just to break the stupid thing.
I have shared about my husband mom, and the stress we have been under as a family. Seriously my twisting my ankle was the last thing I needed this week. Maybe G-d is trying to show me I need to stop being so darn independent and it’s okay to get help when needed. I am not one to say much when I need help.
Lately I feel like a big pimple, maybe if I get some pimple cream I’d stop being one. This morning I woke up and I went to go and get ready. It hurt badly to put any weight on the ankle, and was still twice it normal size. Now I had promise my husband dad and also my rabbi if I got worst I would get it dealt with. Instead of going to work and trying to suffer through the day, I decided it was best for me to go straight to urgent care. I was hoping it be just a few torn things in there and be told stay off of it for a bit and it will be fine. Nope I found out I fractured it. Tomorrow I have to go and see a Foot specialist just great.
I ended up calling work back because doctor didn’t want me doing to much activities, and asked me when I wanted to return to work I said tomorrow but if you think longer then longer. I know I prayed for healing but maybe there a lesson in this to learn. I know G-d hears me and I know it’s not a lack of faith. I could even ask maybe this is a punishment for something. But I almost think it’s not, there are things in the spiritual world to that we need to be aware of. Maybe it’s just the enemy having a hayday with my husband and I, because it easier since we have already enough problems to deal with. We are fairly easy targets right now.
Part of me wonders if maybe I am managing to hurt my self subconsciously to deal with the other pain, but I doubt that because I wasn’t looking for a whole or thinking gee let me see what damage I can do. I been feeling like I have to make sure my husband parents needs are met and his needs are met. So Oh no not good, Hopefully things will get better. Soon I will be going back to college, I can’t wait it will give me something to do and I will be learning something so I can feel like I am accomplishing something
I guess I will just look at this and see if there is lesson to learn from it all.