I hope

Seems like G-d has some plans for me I am not sure exactly what they are all the time. I want to help people and work with them, so I think the job which just open up for me is a great fit. It’s a receptionist job which is sometimes I have done in the past for smaller places, but it not too hard. My biggest challenges is learning the buttons that transfer caller. I will have no problems learning it, because I seem to remember things quickly. I have a great memory. The next biggest challenge will be smiling because I normally do not smile a lot not since my teeth broke.
I really do believe the L-rd allow this door to open for me, and it will be different then being treated as subbelow human like has happened at other companies I have tempted with. It seems like everyone gets along well and everyone is easy going. I have already started feeling comfortable answering the telephones, I have to learn to cut people off politely and not let them give a life story. This will be a challenge because I am generally a caring person, but I know I can do it.
I was happy with how patient everyone was with me and no one yelled at me which is a good thing. I look forward to returning to work. Tonight my husband and I had to go and get a some clothes so I looked more of the part, he said to me as we were leaving. I hope they don’t decide they don’t want you after we spend money on this stuff. I hope not too, but if that be the case then I will just have to ask G-d why, I can’t seem to keep any jobs. It’s been 2 years with temping and my last company before that wasn’t a pleasant thing. I think I have lost a lot of confidence in the workforce and this can damage my chances of staying employeed. I am going to have to overcome my lack of confidence over night. I know I can do this job because I have plenty of phone work expereince, and I like doing what I am doing, I just have to act more confident. It is amazing what 2 years can do to a person. I know I shouldn’t have allow myself to take things to heart because I tend to do that.
I just hope they don’t tell me to wear makeup I have enough troubles with acne, and makeup will just make it worst.