back to square one

Well, I spoke to soon, after all they didn’t want to hire anyone. I guess the jokes on me. It’s amazing how quickly I go through job and I don’t even do anything wrong. I try and work to my best ability and I try to be as helpful as possible. I should have never gotten excited about a new position, shoot it didn’t even last more then a day.
Well I must find recipes for happy success in the work force. I know where my heart is but in order to do that I must have a degree or actually a master but in order to do that I have to work. Last night we talked to my husband Dad and I was feeling rather cranky. I hate repeating myself a lot, and when I am upset I don’t want to not even once. I love his dad but I get frustrated when talking to him because I am always feeling like I am near screaming with him anyways. My husband phone stinks when it comes to speaker phone.
Well, tomorrow I have yet another interview with a company who does computer. Hey this could be good because I have knowledge there, but it’s in the shipping department I will see what I think about them later. Hopefully my van don’t break down next, I know it needs work but I can’t get it fixed with out working. I am not sure why I have to keep starting over at square one, I know it not going to help me feel any better about myself. Well at least I have another interview tomorrow.