Obeying

Sometimes following what you believe to be right is very hard. I am a honest person, I don’t see any sense in lying or holding back to truth. I am not saying I will tell someone they look horrible in their outfit, I might tell them their hair looks like a poodle having a bad hair day.
Today I had yet another interview, I am so tired of interviewing. Well it went good until I told her I wsn’t sure I could carry around 50 pounds yet, I knew I could do about 30 to 40 pounds because I have done it in the past. Lately I am getting offered things which would require me to work on the Sabbath which I believe I should not work. I believe that it wouldn’t be honoring G-d which is what I want to do. This job would have been pretty good for me, grant it I wouldn’t be using my people skills or anything but it would use part of my brain, not much more then my last job.
I know I aught to just hang in there and be strong, I will eventually get the right job for me and I have been looking, and praying and sending out resume. Shoot I have a couple toys I want, well maybe not toys like for kids but computers and other stuff like that. Right now it’s temping to ago against what I believe I aught to be doing because having money looks a lot better but I know that if I disobey it probably will not be good.