Didn’t help my faith

Ever watch a movie that supposed to help faith or prove something. I did today, not that I needed any encouragement in that area. But my husband got something to watch and right about and it was about faith. During most of the movie I was wondering what are they trying to say, and seriously your not proving no points here. To me the movie didn’t have any substance and the scriptures they used just gave us the book no verse but that’s okay. At one point in the show, my husband and I started asking is 911 all they have to use.
Faith is something that is hard, it’s not easy and yes there are some very hard questions like. If G-d was a loving G-d why would he allow great evil. G-d didn’t create evil because he wouldn’t be able to create it. The evil was created by one of his angels who wanted to throw him off his thrown. When he was thrown out of heaven then he was here and decieved Eve and Adam. We all know the story here. G-d gave them free well which meant they got to decide what they where going to do how are they going to behave.
G-d can not commit a evil act because he is good and he has told us this in several times. He has given us very clear discriptions of his personality in the Torah and even after in many other books. When a parent wants to teach other child something what is the easiest way to do this is by showing by example. There is one question we will never have a answer for why does G-d allow bad things to happen. Other then the fact of giving us free well I have no clue. Sometimes I wonder if it is to help other people who are going through what we went through. We are told to carry one and other burdens but there are simply some burdens we will not understand with out walking through it. If you’ve never been on Caribbean cruises how would you be able to someone what it’s like. It hard to share and understand or have wisdom on something unless you been through it.
I know there have been some horrible things that are far worst then what any man should be able to dream up and I can think of those. I don’t know why G-d allowed that stuff to happened, and I am not sure what Glory has came out of it. But maybe instead of looking at the great evil we should look at those who survived it and listen to their stories of survival because G-d clearly brought them through it.