Much expected

Lately it feels my husband and I with everyone are expected to be prefect or not have many flaws. I am starting to find this to be stressful, I don’t want to upset people but at the same time I don’t want to feel pressured to be something I am not.
Last night I was in a room I frequent, and I take the o out of G-d, I do it out of respect for him and some chatters don’t understand why. Someone asked me if they could explain it, I responded before I saw her post, and told the chatter add the O then you have the word I am using. After I saw her post I told her sure, because she explains things so much better then me. One of the other chatters also answered, for me which was nice, because it seems if someone else says why I do something there not a negative response.
What I do not understand why is it when I say I do it out of respect or I feel it my way of honouring G-d that there’s a problem but let someone else say it there no problem at all. It’s amazing.
Today I had a interview, and it’s hard goign to so many interviews and being totally unprotective. I have filled out so many applications I can’t even tell you how many places I have applied at. I feel like finding a job is just as good as alli diet pills
for losing weight.
I know right now there is a lot of changes, becoming someone power of attorney was a lot more work then I thought it would be. Dont get me wrong I do not mind it, I am honored dad would trust my hubby and I with this type of responsibilty. Now hopefully I don’t let him down. As long as he and grandma are happy with me and my hubby I should be happy and count those as my blessings.