Already a year seriously

This week end is a year after my hubby gave his first Torah Commentary. I have watched him grow a lot over the last year. And honey I know you read my page, so don’t get your head all full of hot air because I might have to pop it for you. The last year has been challenging for us, actually honestly our whole marriage has been a challenge for us, we didn’t get the luxery most couple gets when they are first married. His parents are older so me and him haven’t had a chanced to be the newly wed couple or even have a honeymoon. I don’t mind because taking care of the family is more important and well, there going to be a time we will be able to have a honey moon.
The things most young couple don’t have to think about is term life quotes, but to be honest hubby and I both have already thought about this, not because of our health but because of mom and dad. It’s been almost a year since his mom passed away too, so to be honest we are all struggling here with behaving our best. I miss mom, and lately I really see a lot of areas mom covered for dad. The longer dad lives here the more I realize it. My husband parents loved me from the minute they meet me, and I have to be honest I fall for them before I fall for my hubby. The first time they met me they told me if my husband missed up they just adopt me and he couldn’t have me. I wonder if they still feel the same way. His mom showed me a lot before she passed away from cancer, and we are learning to deal with hubby dad living with us. When she was ill she told me not to drop college for her, because I needed to complete it. Well, I am almost done with my degree in business management and next I will get my masters, in only the L-rd knows I have it rounded down to 2 or maybe three things. If i stay with the UOP, I am not sure how I can use it but I don’t want to leave the school neither.
I really do miss her, and I know she would be proud of her son.