Weddings

Today we had a wedding to go too, this was a highlight of my weekend. It was hard figuring out what to give the couple they are both establish already, they are a older couple. I figured it out, I had bought something a few years ago, I didn’t know why I did at the time, but yesterday during service I was worried about it. I didn’t know what the groom or the bride would like and after a couple weeks of thinking, I simply couldn’t figure it out. They didn’t have any needs so there was no obvious solutions. During service I remembered the things I had brought a few years ago, and where I had placed them over the time. To bad I didn’t have any that would make good truck accessories for the Hubby, but I am sure they will be nice for them.
The bride was beautiful, and so was the groom. I pray they have many years of happiness.
When I am at weddings I notice how different I am then everyone else that’s married. I am not a affectionate person in public or around people. My husband and I don’t hold hands or kiss in publics. I don’t see any point in it, anyways when him and I go anywhere together people already can tell he is MINE. So to me holding his hand, or kissing all overhim in public is not needed. Shoot, something are just better if it with him by hisself with out a audance to look at what we are doing. I don’t like people attention being on him and I, unless it needs to be. I do not drink, hubby will sometimes, but today we didn’t drink because dad was with us and he is a alcoholic. Okay yes I know Yeshua first merical was turning water into wine, but you know when your addicted to something and can not control it, then it best to stay away from it. I felt bad for dad today, because just about everyone at our table drank except for the 3 of us.
I don’t have a problem with drinking as long as it is under control, and people don’t do it while driving. I have seen enough bad choices made because of drinking and honestly I would rather not witness it in my family again. My mom was a alcoholic, so was dad but this is not the reason I am not drinking. A couple years ago, I was struggling with what G-d had called me to do, and my place with him. I pretty much told G-d until I got it, understood it. I wouldn’t drink any alcohol. Since I told G-d, I haven’t except for when I was at my uncles house with his new wife from a culture where turning down things is pretty much a insult. I choose to accept at that time because I felt the language barrier would cause more troubles than not and I figured I didn’t want to offend her expecially after tell her hubby and I can’t eat pork or shell fish. I figured a half of a drink would not hurt, but after that night, I didn’t feel released from what I told G-d because I still struggle. So That being said I am doing it until, I get it throw my thick scull or G-d tells me to drink, which LOL I don’t think HE would really tell me to go and get drunk. wow I really went off on a tangent.
The wedding was beautiful, and I have happy for the couple. I think they had the biggest bridal shower I have ever seen. I did find a interesting tea.