Update on me

I am feeling pretty good, I am not in to much pain neither. I am a little surprised I don’t have a lot of pain. I still can not eat solids but that’s okay, I been able to find good liquid stuff. Grant it it’s hard to keep up the right calorie amounts, I think I am getting just under 1000, yesterday I think I got close to 1500 which is about what I need to function and still lose weight. On the weekend a lack of calories is okay but weekdays it will be harder, because I work with children and I play with them hard. I love my job now. But more on that in a minute. My molars which were taken out are starting to itch a little bit, I still have a small amount of swelloning not a lot, nothing to be worried about. Advil seems to be working very well for me. I was blessed because I did not need antibiotics even with a minor infection. Thank goodness. I can’t smile and laughing don’t feel good at least this week I won’t need to worry about wrinkle treatment, well not for a long time. I am only in my 30′s so I won’t need that anytime soon, plus I don’t care about that or gray hair. I will age how I do.
Lets see work is going great, I love my job. I have not felt so fulfilled in many years. Grant it I am not earning enough money to make all my ends met but part of that is I am taking care of hubby dad. I love doing that too grant it sometimes it frustrating. Like when dad takes my pudding which is one of the only things I can eat and then blame it on hubby because he scared I am going to get mad. I don’t care if he eating it I just want him to simply know, that’s mine for now unless he wants to buy me some more so I have enough for both of us. Dad does help out by giving me help during the month which is good, but give me honesty and I am more happier and probably not going to get mad until I catch you in a lie.
Dancing during practice yesterday was hard for me, seemed like everything I did hurt. I couldn’t even sing the worship songs I have to admit that made me not to happy. Hopefully I can make it to the next dance practice I think it would be good if I started going more constantly. Hopefully my van will hold out but G-d got that problem under his control. Now I just need to find what I want, and take the next step for it. Problem is I am finding things right at my limit and I don’t want to go over the limit. So I am being picky.