In the mind

You know we can’t even get dad a instant life insurance quote, because he to old, and we now there will be no real help for us. Last week we found out dad is missing about 80 % of what is being said. He is not hearing the consistent only the vowels.
It has been very hard sometimes with dad and dealing with his sun downing. I love dad but right now I am function on no sleep. I think I will lay down in a little while and pick back up on some blogging ideas.
The longer dad stays here the closer I feel to him, and seeing him go through this is very hard to watch daily. Sometimes he is good and other days he is not good.. It all depends if he gets in REM sleep my husband thinks but I think its his brain cross firing and getting confused about the correct reality. I believe he is getting stuck in a past reality sometimes.