A Long day

I got up early today, and didn’t really want to get up. I was tired, I know when I start my Sabbath tired I ended it exhausted. Today I worked with the infants and I noticed I deal with those kids the same way I deal with the kids I work with except I do not count to five to change activities. Children are strange, one minute they was hitting me or being unfriendly next minute they was hugging me and running to me. I love toddler and infant age babies. Now I wouldn’t want to do it every week, I have no problem helping sometimes.
I don’t know why people got to bug me about having babies, I am getting tired of telling people. I am not ready for children. It like they are trying to sell merchant account for children.
I know G-d gives us talents and one of my talents is to work with children I seem to know how to relate to them. I also have music talents and am being used there too. Sometimes allowing G-d to use me is a little scary and sometimes it frustrating because people just don’t seem to understand we are not ready yet for children. In his time we will have them .