Oh uh

I am not sure what else to call it other then oh uh. This week gonna be messed up to say the least. Dad will probably be more confused because we didn’t go to services this week. Rabbi canceled them. I do not blame him and agree with canceling, because it was pretty bad yesterday and probably safer to keep everyone home, then send them all out to service. Well my hubby works for our congregation which means lose of income for them could be bad for hubby and the others who work there. I am concerned about this, because my hubby is the primary bread winner at this time, so I can take care of his dad and go to graduate school. I’ve missed a few days of work this past week because of my wisdom tooth and molar, I can not believe how much pain I was in this week. Tomorrow I am hoping all of our children are there, but some of our parents keep them home. So if hubby loses hours and i lost hours and will be on a 10 day break soon, I do not see how we will financially do it. Our budget is tight and not much room for error, so we have to be careful. I get that if we have no services it kind of hard to pay him. But him not working will not change his work load and probably add to it with a time crunch.
I know G-d will take care of us and provide for us, but its not like we have a free directory submission for getting cash on demand if we run into trouble. I also doubt if hubby got laid off we’d be able to collect unemployment if it came to that which I am praying it will not. I think its safe to say i am a little stressed.