Give me a chance to process

Lately it seem no one wants to give me time to process stuff, maybe I feel like this because of the school practice skills for counseling video tape. I should have click here for pausing it but didn’t realize I could do that until after doing it a few times. How slow can I be. Sometimes when I am studying or listening to Rabbi, I wish I could just pause him too and think for a couple of minutes about what I have just heard. Normally I am very quick at responding but for some reason on this simulation I am slow as a turtle.
I know I will work through it in time, hopefully before my midterm exam is due, I am not looking forward to this.
When I first started my program, I really felt that doing homework on Friday night and Saturday would be wrong because he told us to rest in him. I still feel that way, and I am doing good in school, I have done very well on all my assignments. I was talking to a friend about G-d revealing his truth and being deceived even after the truth has been told. I believe like me with my video practice when G-d shows us things sometimes we need a chance to process it. We need a chance to gain our own understanding to no longer be deceived. One thing we talked about was being deceived about the Sabbath. I have friends who will argue till they are blue in there face about it, but I realize that I have had more blessing since I started following G-d law more closely.