hard to hear

Not hard to hear as in I can’t hear you, but hard to hear as in listen to you. Today one of our worship leaders said something, about going through the motions and not being the same out in the world, putting on a act and how we need to repent from it. I am pretty much the same everywhere as I am at church. However I been going through some things, and sometimes I feel like water pumpshave been turned on for people to say hard to hear things. Rabbi sermon was even on that side of hard to listen to.
Rabbi was speaking about G-ds expectations of us not to be like others.