Missing Grandma

I am really missing Grandma, its been less then two months. Normally my last day of class I would call her and talk to her about class. Grandma was someone who I could always talk to about anything with her and she would listen and respond. Towards the ends things changed she confuse me with other friends or someone else, this was heart breaking. After helping my family make the decision to put her in a home we were unable to go down, I wish we did but money always was an issue.
This week I really wanted to call Granny. I had lost a friend from my last congregation we went to. I been angry because of how he died. I still do not understand how anyone can run someone over then leave the scene of the accident. I am sorry but i think once a person leaves they intended to do great harm, to another person and have little to no regards for a living person life. I know my old congregation is praying for this persons salvation and so am I. I hope they come to repentance and turn themselves in. Stopping would have been better, we don’t know why they ran just that they did, it is tragic, we know someone called in and reported it. Even with a quick response of people like roadside assistance my friend still died. When you go to the same congregation for several years and take classes with that person, they become someone you care about on a level.
Funny, I have pretty much accepted my Grandma death, and I feel as okay about it. I am not angry, and I have a peace but my friend death I am angry about.