hmm lets explain it better pt.2

I am one of those that found out later in life. Did it cause me damage not really, it did however cause some confusion. The confusion for me was what does this mean to me, how does this change me. Did it change me yeah, It explain some of the strange things my family did and it explained well why I didn’t exactly look like those who were the supposed to be the same as me. It also explain some other things. Now my dad had at one point in time told me I was, but his mom denied it. My mom when I had asked denied it. Until one day when I was sharing with her some of the things she used to make at home that I liked. When my mom told me I kind of suspected, but I know my family was taught denial well. the first thing my mom instructed me was not to tell anyone because it probably isn’t safe. My response was what you mean not safe, this is America a free country. Well as I listen to the news i get what she meant some what. I haven’t experience what my mom has and I don’t really know those she don’t talk about her family normally. She might talk a very little about her dad.
So stuff like this might have been good to have in the textbook. Because I know other similar people to me. Not everyone will respond the same way, but I will admit had I been in counseling still I would have brought it up as a concern. Grant it I know we don’t work in the same equestrian boots but sometimes a path is similar and can be related too.